Freshness overloaded!!!now that I am cool

Yes...I am back...
   Back home....
   Back  to fresh mind..
   Back to fresh memories..
   Back to full energy....
   Back to smiley girl....
 the girl who was kept on dreaming...
 the girl who kept on laughing...
 Romantic, crazy and stupid girl....
     who loved life....
     who kept of smiling and laughing..
     who kept on motivate everyone around..
Yes,now it's the time....
  To awake...awake from the sleep..
  To awake from the bad dream ....
 Yes...it was just a bad dream ...
     as simple as that....
 No  more time to waste...
Someone told me that ,
   time and tide wait for no man
Yes,it's true...
Love this moment....
It's perfect ...yes ..
I am going to cease the moment..

  

Meaning of silence...for you the unknown...

Silence is my language many at times..
You may feel I don't remember you..
But you can never imagine,
    what is going through my mind....
You are sleeping inside my tiny heart..
I don't wish to disturb your sleep..
I just need to close my eyes to see you                  sleeping ......sleeping pacefully like a child

destiny...............

Destiny..... Destiny...destiny.. destiny...
I  Love you..love you for the good old days.
 You gave me lots of good memories... Memories of lifetime...memories ...
alive n fresh at the bottom of my heart..
But I hate you too  destiny.,.
hate you more than how much I love u...
You made me cry a lot n lot....
You made me do things I never want to do You take me to places where I never wish to go
You hurt me so bad that it takes a long time for me to come out..
I was so innocent.. untouched by the wickedness of this world..
I always wished good for others.
Still why me..why you gave me the worst?
I never got any answer.
Destiny.... Where are you...come in front. ...
Come for an open challenge.. Do a fair play.
I know you are powerful ..
powerful than me..still I love to fight..
I am not ready to accept  failure..
I wanna Fight with you..I wanna win..

The beauty of a pearl

 A strange coincidence..I came back  after one year .My last post was on Tuesday, 21oct2014 and I wrote a new one, yesterday. Tuesday, 20oct2015...                                     Even when the mind filled with lots of thoughts I was in some other world expecting wonders to happen ....and I never thought that if I start waiting, the wait will end at infinity....... So no more waiting... Face the world..I don't care whether the world like me or not..but am going to take this moment n gonna make it perfect.. Beautiful pearl in sea formed by the the sand  slipped inside the shell  for years...and i believe the year gone and the experiences which I had and the  thoughts in mind will make my words more beautiful..when I was in college my diaries were colourful and life was.... I never gave time for my mind to think...because I was celebrating ..i wished to write always... I was dreaming of writing ..one crazy world where I used to shut my self ....the world of words...the words have beauty.. the words have magic...I love to play with it.. Yaa even after years I could still feel it...I am bringing all the shattered pieces together to form a beautiful picture... And am sure it will be awesome....                  

Rhythm of life

    I am back...... I always wanna be back...but each time I was not sure whether I should be openly express my feelings or not.....I was scared of people around....I don't wanted to be identified.... I wanted to be anonymous... I never wanted people to question me... I was a kid....caring only about how society think ...and life teach me the bitter truth. ...and the hidden me came out.nothing can stop me now...I m here ....feel like ,now I have started breathing... I was always messed up...even now... But now am brave enough to face it.......many times many faces  given me the thought- to come back.but still I lost myself somewhere.....today also one unknown person motivated me....thankful to him ..even though he won't even know this...but thanks KJ... While reading through your blog I could reflect some traces of me...n yaaa, I got my mind back ...to my love of words.... In your words, leaked emotions....the lost moments won't come back....so chill..do whatever  u feel like for the moment... Hai KJ...I know u wil never know this ..this unknown girl got a traces of her lost mind back ,by reading something which u wrote...still am just writing it here.. 

memories.......

Memories.....memories never die...Always alive in the bottom of heart. ....It play games at times....It will make u remember ,which u don't wished to remember and forget what u r suppose to remember. ....
When the memories die,life ends there. ....good memories motivates u.....even bad memories makes u more bold n beautiful. ..
I love u dear memories.....

strange fact......................

stranger is this world.....
stranger is the ways of this world.....
strange is the human beings......
stranger is the way of thinking of humanbeings